Being on a Spiritual Journey + A Prayer for Overcoming Fear

Every day it takes me about 40 minutes to walk to my classes, which gives me a lot of time for reflection. It's my guaranteed alone time where I can practice gratitude and put myself in a grateful headspace. If you follow my Instagram, lately I have been sharing a lot about Melissa Wood of Melissa Wood Health. I just started doing her workouts (in my tiny little room on the floor, lol) and everything she stands for is really speaking to me right now, so when I heard her recommend the book "A Return to Love" by Marianne Williamson, I immediately purchased it. I have been reading it a little bit every day, along with listening to Oprah's Super Soul Podcast. Today I was listening to an episode (click here to listen) that really shed a light on everything that I've been reading in A Return to Love and something in me just felt like I needed to get home and immediately write this blog post.

Going to Catholic school, we prayed before every home game, no matter the sport, and, as a senior, I got the privilege of reading the prayer. Instead of finding something online, I chose to write them myself, which sparked something in me that really began my spiritual journey. Normally, people constantly being on their phones is my absolute pet peeve, but, today, I was that annoying person that walks on the street on their phone without looking up because I didn't want to lose my thoughts and my prayer in that moment. I know not everyone believes in God or organized religion and that's totally okay, maybe prayers just aren't your thing. I believe every human is on their own journey and has the right to choose what they want to believe or read. I'm only sharing my journey and my experiences and, although I choose to talk to God, you can just as easily talk to the universe or your own inner self. I think that we all have that inner voice inside that can come out and make you feel afraid or like you're not good enough. What I've been reading and what I felt compelled to share (to myself and to you reading) is that we are capable of changing our own minds and (without getting too "woo woo" hahaha) really manifesting our dreams into our lives. Sometimes we just need a little help.

My Prayer Today:
Dear God, my prayer today is that you allow me to tear down the walls and barriers of fear that I've created in my heart that make me afraid to love and accept the much bigger plan you have for me. Allow me to be present in every single moment and carry gratitude in every breath that I take for all the blessings you continue to bring into my life. So often, I feel like my plan and the narrative I have created for myself is more important than the greater plan that you have created for me. When I feel afraid of all that I know I am created to be capable of, open my heart to LOVE your plan, whatever that looks like. I am grateful for your constant presence in my life and that you continue to provide everything that I don't even realize that I need. Even when I feel like I'm totally alone, I know that you are there. Walk with me and help me to choose to show up in every moment, so that I can be all that you have created me to be.

Sending you so much love,

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